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Hello sunshine.

Hi, the name's Dahiyah.
Not much of a story-teller, but the stories could be enticing.
Just simple and plain,
Not anything hip or exciting.
But hey, maybe the world needs simple and plain.
Might not be enough for you,
But it is for me. (:

Who's there?

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peeking in

Indulging

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Leftovers

February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010



Monday, May 31, 2010
Cooliah

Sorry lama tk update. Will catch up soon! *Had my first kuliah today, WOOT WOOT



Hidup PASUM! (:


Friday, May 14, 2010
Vat To Vring



Got the idea from Syurga Hijab what to bring for Asasi nanti. Maklumlah, malas buat list sendiri :D










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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Dilemma Dengan D

*Drumroll

What is your name : Dahiyah
A four letter word : Duck
A boy's name: Drake ( & Josh )
A girl's name: Dang Suria ?
an occupation: Dentist, YAHU!
a colour: Dark Purple (Band (: )
something ur wear: Dress (Hahahaha tak pernah)
a food: Daging masak merah, wau!
something found in the bathroom: Dung. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
a place: Dubai
a reason to being late: Damn it, jam lah tadi (Padahal bangun lambat)
something u shout: Dodol !
a movie title: Dark Night (Hoyeah jokerrr)
something u drink: Diet Coke
a musical group: Destiny Child
an animal: Dodo Bird
a street name: D'Pangkin
a type of car: merceDes (mana ada car starts with D ): )




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Monday, May 10, 2010
Dahiyah's Monday

How was my day?



Well, I had to pee in a cup (Not my thing -.-)

A man asked me to strip down -- and I did (Go on, gasp! I wonder how many girls has he said that too)

I think a zit is growing in the inside of my nose (Berambus kau!)

I got honked, twice (Today driving saya cibai sedikit)

My height was measured as 167cm (1st trial dia tersilap, dia measure balik 170cm. But damn,
its nice to be seen slightly shorther than I am)

Had a screening of the Khairani and Dahiyah Show (Trust me, you dont wanna see it)

Smelled dear little short Qistina's armpits (Kaz, show this to Qis!)

My car gear went haywire today (Gear tu malu depan Kaz kot, alololo)

And I got a haircut (My head looks like a mushroom)




Pretty much, an ordinary day (:



P/S - Nice having you around Kaz! (:



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Friday, May 7, 2010
I Found You, Baby

After all these months,
I've been looking for you.

You came into my life,
Filled it with memories.

You captured my beautiful moments,
And kept it with you.

I lost you,
You disappeared from my life.

I searched for you everywhere,
Life without you was colourless.

I needed you,
You weren't there for me.

But then I found you baby,
You came back.

After all these months,
You were under the car seat.

Who knew?















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Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Makan Macam Beruk


1 May, 2010.

10:00 am : Two homemade tosai that mak tok made including the delicious sauces.

1:30 pm : Rice with ayam mexican bbq 5star, kari kepala ikan, ulam, sambal quinin, acar buah, and banyak lagi lauk sampai tak ingat but what i do remember was that my plate melimpah limpah dgn makanan :O Oh and orange juice :D

5:00 pm : Rice with soft shelled crab in white sauce, lemon chicken and honey marmite marinated chicken with mixed vegetables at kayu manis ( we were the only customers. heck, who eats that heavily at 5pm?) and teh ais!

8:30 pm : Rice with ayam masak merah, daging masak hitam and kuah dal with kentang. Was at the kenduri. They gave chocolates too!

11:00 pm : Oatmeal raisin biscuits with sticky toffee pudding tea (the best tea ever)


*Mentang mentang labour day, so tak kerja. Kononnya entitled makan macam lembu time cuti.


I ate so much that day, I think I gained a few pounds. Seriously, nampak dah tembam. No joke! Ternganga tengok cermin tadi, like watafakman. Selera best gila sebab cousins from kuching were staying over. Im so amazingly close to them, last time jumpa was like 5 years ago! Catching up was so fun. I miss you guys already )':





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Tuesday, May 4, 2010
www.41q.com


You all should go try this. Its quite accurate. Its amazing because the careers they suggest is the job i have now! Teaching, child care, dental assistant, receptionist. WOW!
I think mine is quite true. Do you think so too?



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Punk'd

5:30pm, today.


I was sleeping because the ubat batuk made me very sleepy. I hope results for H1N1 would be negative, insyaAllah. So anyway, like I said I was sleeping ;


Me : Zzzzzzzzz

*Kring kring (Unfamiliar number) - hoping it was the hospital calling

Me : Hello ? (Dengan suara yg unbelievably garau dan sexy)

Gila : Hello, is this Dahiyah Aisyah.

Me : Ahem (Betulkan suara) , ha yes, this is Dahiyah.

Gila : Saya Encik Rizman daripada JPA. Tahniah, anda diterima untuk menyambung pelajaran ke Australia!

Me : *Mata terbeliak* Siapa ini ya?

Gila : Aha aha aha (Sounds familiar, SHIT)

Me : Hariiiiiiz, BAAAAAABIIIIIIIII !

Gila : AHA AHA AHA AHA AHA (Kau orang tau lah mcmana dia gelak kan)



Tengah mamai, mana lah sedar tu suara dia :S Kononnya call nk ucap get well soon lah (awek suruh rupanya -.-) but thanks anyway :D Oh malu, sangatlah maluu. Setelah sekian lama, ingatkan aku ni dah expert bab bab hariz nak gebang orang. Tapi akhirnya, terkena jerat dia. Pow!


Hariz, kau gila.



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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Whoops



"Teacher Aisyah, why do you have those metal things in your teeth? Is it because you talk too much?"






Shit.


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Sunday, April 18, 2010
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Tuesday, April 13, 2010
90's Kid

Who loves Orange Soda?



Kel loves Orange Soda.



Is it TRUE?



Mmmhmmm. I do, I do, I do oooooooooo!



I miss this )':





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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Amoeba Boys

MEN.

Men are single cell species. They are very simple and want simple things. Talk to them in easy slow words to not confuse them. They don't like complex difficult things. So when women talk to them (or basically yelling at them) using big words, they wont get it. Men needs to be left alone in times of distress and needs plenty of space. Men needs are very easy : Love, care and football. See how simple these amoeba-like species are. They don't need to worry about clothes, food. Its that simple. In case of emergency, when men act out with their famously known temper, dont hesitate to inflict physical pain and show 'em who's boss. Simply by crushing a toe would suffice. These unicellular species are very vulnerable and fragile -- wearing a coat of ego. But don't worry, believe me, us women have larger egos. Push their sensitivity button, and they will attack fiercely without a thought. So go easy on them. You women out there, we need simplicity in our life.


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Yummmay



Many thanks to Aunty Nazneen, for making such beautiful stupendous cakes from scratch! The cake was for my mom's farewell with my little mom figure sitting on the cake and the nice cupcakes are to congratulate me! I wish I could wear those killer boots :D And I would definitely use the bag u gave me, its so nice :O




Oh btw, ada lagi cake and those cupcakes in my fridge.
Geram tgk? Come and get it!



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Thursday, April 8, 2010
Where's the HIDE in Hide and Seek?





I'm guessing the girl figured that if
I cant see him, he probably cant see me
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Irresistable


Week in picture on MSN news.




Mommy, can I have one?



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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Undiscovered Talent

I sit at the desk, on the squeeky tilted chair and hold up a large roll of gauze.

I begin laying down the gauze and unrolling it, then start folding it into small portions -- fold fold fold.

I use the black sciccors, the one with the broken handle -- the only available sciccors there -- and start cutting across the thick gauze, very difficultly.

After cursing the sciccors and kissing my sore fingers, I take 4 sheets of gauze from the hundreds infront of me, and begin to fold it in the proper dental way of folding gauzes.

I stack up all the gauzes that I folded, into towers and see how high it can go (without the doctor seeing my childish act).

I arrange all the gauzes nicely in a box and sometimes get mad when I accidently fling it around and have to fold them again.

I secure the gauzes in enveloped paper that I have to make using staplers which I can never find the ubat stapler.

I put them in the sterilising machine so that all the germs from my hands that got on to the gauze would die hopelessly.

Apparently, the sterilising machine makes a much worse WENGGGG sound than my computer.

Then I have to put the sterilised gauzes into small little plastic covers for the use of civilians with rotten teeth problem.







And all that fuss just so that patients can stuff the gauzes in their smelly mouths to get em all bloody and spit them out in a few minutes or so. Woop Dee Doo Dah


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Monday, April 5, 2010
JPA Interview

Okay so my interview was yesterday, 5Apr. Before you guys ask, no, it did not go as well as I thought it would. Thats because I got bad luck. Boo hoo. ):

So most of the girls wore baju kurung. Even the non malays (they look so sweet), but some non malays wore blouse n skirts. I only spotted 2 malays that wore blazer, so I think you'd wanna stick to baju kurung. Wear an elegant one, impressionable but not too loud. As for my group, 3 of them were non malays, and all of them wore blazer. So i stuck out like a sore thumb in my plain turqouise. Wear decent shoes, preferrably covered ones. Dont show your ugly toenails to them :S No offense hoho. Guys, biasalah. Wear shirt and tie, with nice pants and shoes, and blazer if you have. But you guys punya attire would be fine so this paragraph doesnt help much. T.T

There were 15 Panels. Each panel for 1 room. Every room has 3 interviewers. Ok so each of the Panels ada 25 candidates. 15 X 25 = 375. 375 candidates! Ni baru 8am punya session, baru first day, baru dekat Putrajaya. Bapak banyak candidates :O So anyway, from the 25 candidates of each panel, they are assigned to 5 different batches. So every batch ada 5 people lah kan. So 5 people will be interviewed at the same time. Fuh. So the first batch of every panel will all be interviewed at the same time in 15 different rooms. Ada fahem? Each interview is supposedly to go on for 45mins-1hour. Bila sampai je kat PICC, sign nama dekat board luar tu. Cari panel mana ur name, and see your luck.

So as I've said, I wasnt that lucky. Here's the deal. I was number 25 in Panel 5. Means the bottom of the list. Hmm, strike one. So I went inside and waited. I arrived at 7:30am, I finally got in the interview room at 12:30pm. Like what?! Gila punya tunggu 4jam. Strike two. Perut pun berkeroncong lapar. Strike three. Mintak mak tlg passkan makanan from kafe tp kafe dia pun dah hbs makanan! :O GILA. So a very good tip is, bawak air sendiri, bawak gula gula. Tekak kering ma ):

Ok, they arranged 3 panel for each corridor, so all the members of the panel situated in 1 place. So better make friends with people there. Everybody is so nice! :D I made like 10 friends semalam :D Everybody is friendly, encouraging. So you'll feel relaxed and not stressed out. Yahuu. Oh n I met Sakinah and Bay. Hope you guys get it!

So most of the other groups got topics like H1N1, dengue fever, working in rural areas. You know that people keep saying about current issues? Well not much on that semalam actually. I think semalam, most of the candidates were applying for medicine, dentistry, pharmacy and stuff, so the questions are more science-based. So its not much on the current issues, but more inclined to the courses that you're applying.

So, different interviewers handle the interview differently. Ada yang bagi 1 topic to discuss among the candidates. Ada yg dapat 2 topics, 1 in Malay and 1 in English. Ada yang tanya questions je dekat candidates. Ada yg kemukakan scenario utk candidate selesaikan. So you kinda dont know what to expect. But one thing for sure, all the interviewers are very nice and friendly. So bila masuk bilik tu, u dont feel tense.

As Ive said, its just like a discussion between you, some strangers and old people.


So, my group had 2 malays including me and another guy, 2 indians, and 1 chinese. They were all applying for medicine and I was the only one applying dentistry. Go figure. They were as tall as me and even more. So intimidated :S Stike four. We were given numbers n i got number 5. The last one. Strike five. Hmph. Went in the room *jeng jeng jeng

2 guy interviewers, n 1 woman. They were nice but i could see that they were very tired. They wanted to finish by 1pm, so we only had half an hour. Strike six. Introduction was very short, a minute each. Sempat cakap nama (mcmlah interviewer taktau), sekolah, and currently buat apa. Then the topic was, discuss the common cancers occuring. So we only had like 5 freaking minutes to discuss. I suggested that somebody introduce cancer and they everybody take 1 aspect (symptoms, causes, precautions). But no, the others wanted 1 person 1 cancer. Fine. I got stuck with colon cancer. TIBAI SAHAJA -.- So they started numerically. We could only speak 2 minutes seorang sbb diorg nak cpt hbskan. No 1 mula ckp pasal lung cancer along with the causes and symptoms sume lah. Then the next one ckp psl cervical cancer. The problem was, the causes and the symptoms sama mcm the guy yg ckp before. And seterusnya to speaker 3 and 4, the same thing! TU LAH TAK NAK IKUT SUGGESTION ORANG HAISYOOOOOO -.- So when it was my turn to speak, the topic dah jadi basi sebab semua orang cakap benda yang samaaaaaaa je. Strike seven. Oh gila unlucky.

Then they ask to talk about the same topic, but in malay. Dia tak bagi time nak discuss. So on the spot siapa nak cakap angkat tangan. Apa lagi? Tak mau jadi mcm tadi so vroooooom i put up my hand cepat cepat haha. Cerita lah preventive measures the community and government buat (in malay of course).

Then dah habis tu interviewer tanya "Ada apa apa soalan?"
So I asked, "Since Im the only candidate here applying for dentistry, would you like to allocate a different question to me specifically on dental care seeing that cancer is a topic more inclined to the medicine line."

Barulah interviewer dongak kepala, sedar that hey maybe I was left out ey? So dia tanya, why u wanna take dentistry? I had like 5 points in my head! Baru sempat cakap satu, then the interviewer cut me off kata "Oh dah pukul satu. Ok masa sudah tamat itu sahaja terima kasih." Strike eight. *FFFFFFFFFFF. Gila banyak points diorg tk dpt dngar. About there being only 1 dentists for every 7000 people in Msia. About skills, awareness and educating. PEHHHHHH. So, I just smiled and monologed *I better get this!

So yeah, that was how my interview was like. Purely unlucky with 8 strikes. Boo hoo. I just hope I get it. Pray for me pls ):

Good luck to you, you and you yang nak ambik interview.


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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Stars Came Out to Play

Last night, the sky was magical. The dark scary clouds vanished, the moon smiling, the stars dancing. I sat on the swing (the one beside the swing that had a huge spider that was building an equally huge spiderweb which I apparently got caught on and destroyed shamelessly). I just sat and gazed and I followed the swing's flow. Simply smiling and big balls of fire billions of miles away. How is it that it could look so beautiful and mesmerizing? Subhanallah. I wish I could lay in a meadow just staring at the sky feeling safe like last night. But they didnt come out to play tonight. I guess it comes in my time of need (:



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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Homerton ages 4


(1) Justin : Grandma's boy. Asks me every 2 minutes "* SOB SOB* My grandma coming soon ah?" He is so attached to me, he practically follows me everywhere in the classroom and cries when I leave the class for a break. On my last day of work, he gave me a gift (': His mom (which I've never met) gave a bracelet that she made herself! PREEEETTTTYYYY :D

(2)Naim : My manja baby (: He used to cry every time it was time to colour because he didnt know how to, awww. This little one LOVES attention and cries whenever he doesnt get it. He likes to cuddle in my arms -- manjaaa ! Has the nicest lentik-est eyes wah wah. Oh did I mention he has cheeky little bums? :P

(3) Nathan : Chubby Mr Poo Poo. On my last day, his souvenir to me was his poo! He just walked around class leaving his poo poo yuck! :S Usually cries 5 minutes when the class starts and bangs the door *bang bang! He looooves going to the toilet and he pees everytime! Humongous bladder. He's so polite and cute. He colours everything using blue. Oh and got his "Pi Pi" kicked by somebody. *kah kah



(4) Maya : Little Miss Shy Shy. Very quiet, high introvert. She has really bad eczema and keeps herself busy by peeling it all off -.- She peed in class 2 days in a row, and guess who had to clean her up ey? She's bright, she can remember crescent and castenettes after only once learning about it. And there was this one time she said something about FACEBOOK (?!)

(5) Nicole : Little Darling! She's the sweetest kid in class. She gave me a frame she painted herself and wrote inside "Nicole You" AWWWW. She smiles all the time and is so easy to take care of. One time, Teacher Hazel and me were demonstrating that we should love our friends. Teacher demo-ed by hugging. Nicole just leaped from her chair and hugged me. And all the students started hugging me. (': Best moment. Btw Nicole, u sure showed Nathan that girls can be tough right! (She kicked his Pi Pi)

(6) Jesmina : As thin as a stick but so adorable. She likes hugs as much as i do! :D Never finishes her food thats why she's so friggin thin. Likes to whine, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. -.- She's bestfriends with nicole. She used to have long hair and tied it in a pony tail, but then cut it short like Nicole's. Twins (:


(7) Ryan : I dont think teachers are supposed to have favourites but Ryan is just tooo adorable to resist! Whenever he thinks, he squints one eye, tilt his head and open his mouth just like that picture (: He is really smart. He remembers all the dinosaurs name, amazazing! He loves to jump around and laugh. He likes to sit on my lap, yohhh BEST :D Once, he told me he fell off his bike because the bike's tyre balancing was not right. He was telling me about tyre balancing. Like WHAT! You are so ADORABLE!

(8) Danial : He brings a hot dog to school everyday and not even once has he finished it. Danial melayu habissss. He speaks malay all the time and is rude to people -.- He uses aku kau with his friends haisyooo. He's Optimus Prime's number one fan and he tells me about cars like Lamborgini and Porshe. Where the heck do these kids learn all this stuff? He knows all the names all the vehicles in contrustion sites. Like OMG.

(9) Kye Hin : Yo Big Bully! Ini gangsterrrr. He is slow. I dont know why, just simply SLOW. He loves hitting people and disturbing people. Ala ala Ultraman and Power Rangers. Look at the picture itself. Ultraman! *POW POW. He likes to talk in people's face sampai percik percik air liur, petuih!



(10) Kyra : Miss Pink. Everything is pink O.O She wears like a dozen of bangles and rings everyday. She has like 3 barbie dolls in her bag, instead of her books. She brings her white blanket every-freaking-where. All she can ever talk about is high school musical. What happened to Barney and Teletubies, guys?

(11) Aleya Rose : She's the mature big girl. She's the tallest, the brightest. She knows how to write and colour. She doesnt eat school food, just bekal (anak bandar -.-) Very pretty with long hair yang dia ngada2 suruh clip every 5 seconds. And like all the other girls, PINK PINK PINK.

(12) Sarwena : Well Nathan block gambar -.- She always has snot coming out of her nose haha. She loooooooooves to hug people and it gets pretty annoying. She can hug somebody so tightly it chokes. She hugs all the students that comes in the class. But she's a sweetheart. She eats like a monster and has big eyes and cute curls. ADORABLE.







I MISS YOU GUYSSSS ):




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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
A Day with Mr Mandarin Singer


He's a street artist


He's a drummer, ROKSTA!


He's a super model *This is so cute!



And he can sing! In mandarin!







What more can you want from a 4 year old (:



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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Box


How do I change my state of mind?

Im trapped in a dark small box and I dont know how to get out. My mom made a hole on my box. The sparce rays lighted up my dim box and I can see outside. She wants me to see outside. But Im still stuck, not sure how to get out, how to run to it. Friends poke more holes on my box. My box became brighter and the temptation of the outer world made me wanna break free. But Im scared, scared of getting out of my safe little box, scared that it would be the wrong choice. Teachers, relatives, family friends made more and more holes on my box. I sit in the corner of my box, touching the edges of the little holes, staring at the outer world. My box is as bright as ever, the light touching my skin. Im afraid of the outer world. Afraid of failing, regretting. Of never being able to turn back. But I need to break free, everybody has done their best, giving me every hope to break free, believing I can break free. It is all up to me.


I am worried about my future, of what I will become. This phase of life is what I have feared the most ; making a choice. My own future lies in my hands. So what is it that I wanna do? I dont know ):

My mom sat on her chair and was doing her work. I felt down and scared so I went to her. I sat on the floor and lay my head on her lap. She advised me, and for that half an hour, she did all the talking and I just looked and listened, not saying a word, my eyes watery. I was struggling inside, struggling so much with myself. "What do you want, Aisyah? What is it that you are passionate for?" Mak said. And I kept quiet, still struggling, my tongue empty because I didnt have an answer.

It seems that everyone has faith in me. Everyone says Im going to do well. Everyone believes I can excel. But to be very honest, I dont believe in myself. Im being very honest and direct here. You all might think Dahiyah will be fine, what crap is she talking about here. But this is what I feel, deep inside. The competition is like crazy out there, Im scared Ill drown. You think Im confident? I sometimes would like to think that to -- but I know myself well enough to say that I can easily be overshadowed my many. Friends, I might seem fine and confident around you. But that's around YOU. You havent seen me in the outer world.

Frankly, my self-esteem is low at times, quite fragile and vulnerable. I get easily disappointed when Im not proud of myself, when I look at other people better than me. How do I carry myself like those people? I want to be one of them -- just like them. But I know, I am me, Dahiyah Aisyah. I am not them, I am different and special in my own way. But still, I cant fight this emotion and that is why I say Im struggling.

I am not being emo or whatever here, I am being honest, of how I really do feel. I am scared of making choices. But my mom says, there are no right or wrong choices. Its what you make out of your choice and I know thats true. I just need to believe it.

Somehow to me, other people's opinion matters. But if everyone else's opinion matters, does mine matter? One of my curse is that I try so hard to please everyone. And now, I feel that everybody is expecting the best out of me. Expectations, expectations. But what if their expectations does not make me feel happy? I know I should follow my own expectastions. But what if the only way to make me happy is to follow other people's expectations? I am confused, I am scared, what am I to do.

But I believe I have passion in sciences. I love Biology and I love knowing the explanation to everything that is happening inside my body and around us. So atleast Ive narrowed down to sciences right?

Medicine?
Dentistry?

Im thinking of these 2 choices. My mom says I should do foundation first and learn the basics and from there I can choose -- I still have time. True, true. Im thinking of being a pediatrician. A doctor who deals with kids, because I absolutely adore kids. So im thinking of options.

All I need now, is to believe.


I take a deep breath, bismillah. I gather up all my strength and faith and leap out of the box. It opened immediately.I rub my eyes and saw the brightest light of all. I walk into it and absorb the light in me. InsyaAllah, this is what I will be doing.



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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
The Street

I could feel my heart throbbing out of my chest. The past few days, I wasnt that scared or nervous -- maybe because Im working, so my mind was not constantly thinking about results. But I started feeling really scared, 10/3. I thought I was managing myself well, until I got what I would call spasms haha suddenly the thought of tomorrow is nerve wrecking.

My mom was still not home and it was 10:30pm. I felt like going insane, I felt so nervous. So when my mom returned home, I asked if we could go out driving, to calm myself down. She offered to go get ice cream. Yippee (: I thought we were going to get like traffic light ice cream at Mydin or grab sundaes at BurgerKing drive in. So my mom asked "What ice cream you want?" and I said "Suprise me, ma."

It was nice cruising in the car at night. I switched on my lovely Red.Fm and listened to the music. As nice as the music was, I was still very much worried and very much uneased.

Then my mom started driving really far, until we reached Damansara. Pretty far for ice cream eh? She stopped to park at the curve. It was already 11:30pm. The shops were closing. We passed by everyshop and asked "U still open?" eventhough we knew they were closing just to bug them out :D

So me and my mom walked at The Street, underneath the light, arms around each other's shoulder, just walking a mother daughter walk with her oh so FIT flops and with my tudung slipping off due to no serkup O.O But it was such a nice walk.

We went to McDonalds to have ice cream and that is when I realized that for that 10 minute walk on The Street, results was not on my mind. I was calm and happy just being there with my mom, without any worries -- really ! And that was what I needed the most. So me n mom joyfully ate.

And up till now, 2:19 am, I am calm and ready. Just because I took the time to walk with my mom, and that I shall always remember.


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Cozy Cuddles


Whenever we see kids, as cute and cuddly as they are, we can never resist hugging them. Little angels that you can never get tired of kissing and hugging.

Me, working as a teacher assistant in CambridgeKids, deals a lot with different kid characters. There are the ones that cry when they get upset with themselves when they dont know how to colour. The ones that spill their twisties all over the floor. The little bully that gets scolded by the teacher for pinching the classmate's nose. The manja fellow that likes to creep on people's lap and just cuddly make themselves comfortable. No matter how different they all are, they all LOVE hugs.

I hug them everyday, with them smiling in my arms. I hug them when they cry, so that I can comfort them. I hug them when they're laughing so I can join their laughter. I hug them just because I want to.

We always assume that we hug kids to give them comfort, to give them the vibe of our protection towards them. But for me, when I hug them -- between me and them -- its me who is the one that needs their hugs the most.

When I hug them, I feel the warmth of their cheeks brushing on to mine. I feel them tightening their grip on to me as if they are afraid to let go. But it is me, who is yearning to be in their arms, to be hugged back, to feel their tiny little heart beating against my chest. To hug them without thinking of anything else but feeling their little palms behind my back. I cuddle little angels full of innocence and joy.

To be hugged back in the purest way, to see them smiling -- it makes me believe I can make it through the day.


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Saturday, March 6, 2010
Women Do It for Women

My mom said, 'Women do it for women.' Which is apparently true. Us girls, we dress up nicely with pretty blouses, nice jeans, matching scarves and all that, not much to impress guys, but mainly girls. I never actually thought about that until my mom said it.

Girls would spend their raya money or salary when they find the perfect cardigan or the most eye catching necklace. We buy from MNG, Dorothy Perkins, F.O.S., Top Shop and all those expensive shops and say, "Oh I know its expensive but its just sooo nice." No Im not back talking anyone about this line, this is me, in real life, oops O.O

What girl can resist seeing nice accesories from Diva which apparently matches the new t-shirt she bought right? No matter how much u say u dont care about fashion, for us girls, it matters.

So, we dress up pretty of course to look attractive for man to hunt ( HA HA ) but when u come to think of it, we actually dress up nicely to level up to the standards of other nicely dressed girls so u dont get left out in the 90's era or the primary hood generation. U wear nicely so that ur girl buddies would say,

"Wow, you look amazing in that blue top!"
"Where did you get those jeans? It looks great on you!"
"Nice taste, that jacket makes you look slimmer"

Dressing up fashionably is like a way to fit in, to walk with ur friends and to believe that ur accepted, to join a photo session without worrying about spoiling the picture. No matter how nice ur personality is, or how great of a friend u are, u never truly believe u fit in unless u even up to every aspect which includes looking just as amazing. Yes u can live without caring what u look like, but deep inside ur gut, u dont feel good enough. Well this is at least what I've experienced.

The most beautiful of girls to me, is those who can dress up appropriately fashionable and can carry themselves with every ounce of confidence. That is truly, GORGEOUS :D


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Friday, March 5, 2010
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Saya di sini mahu memohon maaf kepada Encik JPJ yang menguji saya. No, saya tak fail. Encik baik, Encik luluskan saya, terima kasih :D Saya rasa saya tahu kenapa Encik senyap je masa saya drive, tak sebut sepatah perkataan pun. Saya tahu kenapa. Saya minta maaf Encik, memohon beribu ribu ampun. Nak buat macam mana kan, kereta kancil tu kecik.

Siapa lah sangka setiap kali saya tukar gear, gear tu terlanggar perut Encik yang comel bulat tu?

Maaf jika saya low kan low self esteem Encik. Maaf ya :D



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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Mojo Jojo

Nama-nama timangan oleh org tersayang

1. Daia - This one yang paling well used. Started dengan iklan tu, tau tau je lah. Dulu main kejar2 dgn gang neighbour utt selalu kena ejek daia, bukan main rimas lagi haha. But sekarang, jadi glamour pula nama ni :D
2. Daiyot - Rasanya ni invent sendiri kot. Nama ni pernah famous sekejap but then I prefered Daia or Dahiyah. Ini nama printed atas baju netball wo!
3. Yayot - Ini nama bertahan sekejap aja.
4. Kak Long Aisyah - Cousin2 kecil ! :D
5. Teacher Aisyah - Nama cambridge ni, memang best habis lah (:
6. Moik Toiks - Mak je panggil mcmni time manja. SHHHHH.


Anda seorang yang

1. Pemalas. Serious utt, aku tak tiru ni, memang dalam darah, malas benar !
2. Tinggi. Oh, ditegur lima kali sehari. Saya tahu, saya nampak.
3. Gila sukan. Mai ajak main, apa apa sport pun, kita bertarung !
4. Sayang kawan. Dengan cara apa sekali pun, kawan sangat penting. Buat 1001 plan nak jumpa kawan :D
5. Gatal. Tak tak, ni eczema punya pasal, muahaha.


Insan teristimewa. Describe apa yg membuatkan dia terlalu istimewa di mata anda.

1. Mak Abah - The two most precious beings in my life.
2. Naziha Athirah - The two friends I couldnt fly without.
3. Close friends - You know who you are, you know I love ya !


Makanan favourite anda

1. Nasi served with sambal petai ikan bilis, lemak labu n kangkung. FUUULLLAAAMMMAAAK!
2. Kerabu mangga, ikan bakar air asam, semua lah semuaaaa !

Favourite color

Green, Purple.

Favourite song

Changes ikut current wave. Now, Gentlemen Dont - Gabe Bondoc.

Sikap yg membuatkan anda stress

1. Orang yang tak menghargai effort orang lain yang cuba menggembirakannya.
2. Orang yang cuba menunjuk nunjuk kehebatannya.
3. Orang yang tak reti menghargai keluarganya.
4. Orang yang tak mencuba langsung.

3 benda yg mesti ade dalam bag/handbag anda...

1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. Perfume

Kali terakhir anda menangis beriya-iya..kenapa??

Wohahohuha

Tag 5 rakan anda

1. Nicholas
2. Keisha
3. Saufi
4. Ernisha
5. Tak nak buat pun tak pe (:


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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sky Love



These are special papers, see. They only come in pink and blue, but I like pink. I like to draw nice pictures on it like birds flying and the sun shining with lots and lots of trees. Sometimes I also write nice stuff on the paper. Then on windy days, I throw the paper up to the sky, and I see the clouds all smiling at me. I throw the paper, and the wind blows it and I think the sky likes me (: When the sky likes me, I hope that maybe one day the sky can bring me up to play and dance with all the stars.

Jia Xuan, 6.




She gave me one of her blue papers (because she likes the pink ones so much). I think her idea of getting the sky to love her is beautiful, putting aside the fact that throwing paper in the air would be considered littering -.- but yes, im keeping the special blue paper for a special occasion. Who knows, maybe one day the clouds would smile for me too (:



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Have a Break, Have a Kit Kat





This ad cracks me up everytime :D eventhough Im not a kit kan fan.



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Sunday, February 21, 2010
As Easy as A Smile

Let us all pray that Pn Norsyam would return in the pinkest of health. Me and Nicholas went to visit her in the Sg Buloh Hospital and she looked awful ): I never thought it would be that bad. She was in the ICU with tubes coming out of her, and she had a dialysis machine connected. Oh my, I never thought I would have to see a teacher in that condition, and I wouldnt want to again, God willing.

She was admitted and her platelet count was 2! Thats like reaaaally bad. No, 2 is not the number of platelets she have left (Yes that means you, Hariz), its more like the level. A normal averaage person is 150. When a person reaches below 100, they would have to be sent to the hospital because thats already bad. So can you imagine how bad 2 is? Dengue is serious business. Its a serious disease, Ive seen my dad go through it until his platelet count became 18, and gosh I do not want anybody to go through it ever again.

Alhamdulillah when we went to see her, her platelet count rose to a 10, which is a good sign. I hope she would recover fast enough to see her during the results to thank her for all her effort and teachings. Please I ask for all of your help to pray for her and her family.

On the way out of the hospital, I saw a woman being strolled off on a bed, with two nurses escorting her. She looked like she was about to go into surgery or something. I saw her and she saw me. And all I did was smile. I dont know how I did it, but in that 2 second gaze, I had the chance to give a sympathetic smile of innocence, as if my expression said it was going to be okay. And she. She smiled back. As if, I had just given her the smallest hope and that was all she needed. I dont know who you are, but my prayers are for you and I hope you shall recover and continue to smile.


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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Lil Blue Devil

Cinta (:

Ziha tunjuk atas, eila ecah ikut aje

Ziha's best pose ! :D

Yaw setan setan !
Kau bawak kereta, pergh, drift,
takmau naik dgn kau dah.



Hoyeah go zihaa :D
Show em whatchu got, woman !




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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Chuckie in Hijab

Manikins are looking scarier by the day.


I bet the guy was really unhappy when he made this. Dont unleash your anger to manikins, people. Think EQUALITY.

*crap, otak karat 1:48am


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Monday, February 15, 2010
Daddy's Weird Songs #1

Abah has a collection of really weird songs that apparently existed during his era.
So this is one of 'em.

Kechik kechik, lembu jaga,
Sudah besar, jadi askar,

Sudah pencen, bank jaga,

Satu senapang, peluru dua.


Kechik kechik, lembu jaga,

Ada misai tarak janggut itu kucing,

Ada janggut tarak misai itu kambing,
Ada misai ada janggut itu brada Singh.



This chinese new year, my cousins are here staying over.

Me : Ur such a cute baby Dariah.
Dariah : I not a baby, I a kid.
Afiq : Kak Long Aisyah is a teenager.
Dariah : TEEEENAJEERRKK!
Afiq : Hahaha she call you a teena-JERK! Dariah u dont know what jerk is.
Dariah : I know lah, its loser.
Me : *Pandai benar budak 5tahun ni* -.-


Dariah is the cutest thing on earth, seriously.



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Saturday, February 13, 2010
Brick by Brick




The thing about something painful in your past is that you spend every minute of the future building a wall that makes the memory harder to see. You convince yourself that the wall is sturdy and thick, and one day, when you wake up and the horrible thing does not immediately jump into your mind, you give yourself the freedom to pretend that it is well and truly gone. Which only makes it more painful when it comes crawling back, and you learn that the concrete wall is really transparent as glass, and twice as fragile. Because once you had put the pieces back together, even though you may look intact, you were never quite the same as you'd been before the fall.





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Friday, February 12, 2010
Case #1

This is the first weird case since I've been at the dental. So this woman calls for an appointment. She comes late, like 30minutes late (I swear, these people ruin the whole appointment scheduele) Ok, so then I asked her nak buat treatment apa? And she's like 'Gusi saya pedih, sakit sangat, nak mintak doktor check '

So she went in the room, and I man the desk. Then dengar dia jerit
'SAKIT SAKIT SAKIIIIIIT ! '

Im like, wow, must be some really bad gum issues. Then one of the staff, Kak Liza, came out the room, chuckling.

'Teruk sangat ke gusi dia sampai menjerit jerit tu?'
'HAHAHAHA *continues laughing* HAHAHAHA'
'Kenapa, apa jadi?'


The woman was screeching like mad? Guess why.













Ada cili tersekat dekat gusi.


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Awakening

7.14am

*vibrate*

'Hello?' (suara yg sgt busuk, mamai dan annoyed)
'Hari ni driving pukul 8:30 boleh? '
'En Rafi? Ha? Tiba tiba je driving hari ni?'
'Buat hari ni je lah, alang alang saya nak pegi BJ ni. Kita drive kat jalan raya.'
'Aaaaaaa pukul 8:30 ke?' (suara yg terlampau malas)
'Ha yelah.'
'Nasib baik org rasa phone ni gegar, ok la 8:30'

7.15am

*Tidur balik*

8.30am

*vibrate*

'Hello?' (En Rafi ni selalu on time setepat tepat yg boleh -.-)
'Dah siap lom? '
'Tgh lilit tudung ni, sat sat!'

9.30am

I drove around kampung subang, subang permai, isi minyak, lagenda, bukit jelutong then back home.

'Kamu ni dah pandai drive ni Dahiyah.'
'Jasa atuk ni :D Nak drive berapa lama ni?'
'Cukup la ni sejam. Kamu dah lancar drive ni.'
'Erk, bukan ada like 13 jam to drive ke?'
'Tak payah, kamu boleh dah ni. Esok buat QTI ya? '
'Whaaa- '
'Esok siap 7.45 eh'
'Erk. Ok.' (shock)


Masa tgh drive, me n En Rafi ada jugak borak borak. En Rafi ni bila dia cakap, volume low sgt, selalu tk dgr apa dia cakap. Tk sangka pulak sama di pihak sebelah. Everytime I spoke nnt dia mcm tersentak, terus ke depankn bdn, 'Apa dia?' Rasanya dia suruh I ulang repeat dekat 30 kali kot.

'Dahiyah, u ni cakap romantik sgt. Perlahan, tak dengar.'
'Ha, saya? En Rafi cakap saya yg tk dengar, lagi romantik cakap hahaha'
'La yeke? '
'Yeee, lgpun tk pernah dlm hidup ni org kata saya cakap perlahan. Boom box suara ni.'
'Eh? '

Dah la dia cakap perlahan, dengar org lain cakap pun perlahan.
Tapi bila dia drive LAJU. Haih, songsang dah semua ni.



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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
FBI & SWAT

Being back at work feels great. Rather than melepek kat rumah, watching tv and computer screens were seriously giving me a headache. Anyway, part of my job is also to wash the dental instruments. Today, this woman had to extract her wisdom tooth. So when I had to wash the tray, I was like, OH MY BESAK BENAR GIGI! It was huge and bloody and black, eeee. The instruments had like splatters of blood, imagine doctor gerudi bawah tekak dia *brrr.

What made my day today, is the fact that 2 of my students from cambridge (siblings) came for their check up. I thought they wouldnt have recognised me because in cambridge I had to wear white blouses and black pants. Lagipun, two weeks dah tak jumpa. But when they came up the stairs and saw me, they were like screaming "TEACHER AISYAH!" Overwhelmed gila, mcm nak nangis rindu ): They were asking "Kenapa teacher aisyah kat sini? When are you coming back?" Im like AWWWWW. I swear, dah rindu gila ni, haih. Adam wore a tshirt that wrote FBI, Aleya wore one that wrote SWAT with a matching army skirt. Alahaaaaaaaaiii geram!

I shall be back kiddos!


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Yellow Yellow Day

Everywhere I looked today, semua YELLOW!

1. I wore a yellow tshirt today.
2. I met Sir Najib for breakfast today who apparently wore strikingly yellow sneakers.
3. He also had yellow slippers in his van -.-
4. The lil kid sat behind me at breakfast had spiky hair and groovy yellow sunglasses.
5. I used my yellow bag to work.
6. All the staff wore yellow today, serious tak plan O.O
7. The new washing gloves (yang akhirnya menggantikan rubber gloves yang ketat dan busuk tuh) are yellow, and I mean like 'Phua-Chu-Kang-yellow'.
8. I ate ikan masak lemak for lunch yang kuahnya yellow.
9. I also ate muruku which is yellow (ok sebenarnya tak yellow sgt but just adding it in the list sbb im running out of yellows)
10. Darn it tak cukup nak buat sepuluh -.-

I TOLD YOU





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Sunday, February 7, 2010
Puting


Ok memang sah today outing yang paling best! Kita kena banyakkan lagi keluar peluh busuk sama sama, seronok hahaha. Haho, arigatou!, it was a great idea. Dah redah taman ni, kita cari taman lain yaw. Buat mcmni selalu nnt semua tkde peha mcm ziha YAY! Still wondering kenapa bukit ni ada tiga nama -- cherakah, cahaya, antarabangsa -- keling benar.

Oh yes and trimakasih buat si 'Hafiff' sebab tlg book kan basikal yang kita semua terlambat tu :P Best gila naik basikal around area tu, nampak banyak saufi lompat atas pokok semua. Memang menarik dpt dengar kau nyanyi dan bg tip tip tk berfaedah, saufi :D

The best thing was masa turun bukit and the bicycles just zooms down. To experience that with 7 other friends was amazing. Aside from hariz dan saufi cuba tolak kitorg kpd maut -.- But yeah, masa turun in full speed, i felt so relax and not a care for the world. U guys must've felt the same kan? Well not masa naik bukit lah, tu memang exercise habis! Gila torture dgn peha gelebeh sini sana aduhhh.

Kenapa tmpt tu panggil iklim 4 musim walhal dia ada salji je, satu musim je? Malaysians -.- Masuk je semua beria ria keluarkan nafas nak tgk wap. Ok gambar ni suppose action nak keluar kan wap tapi nampaknya gaya berkoir je la ya haha.

Ok hahahs sumpah lawak. Dah tu ronda ronda lagi sampai sesat :S Naik bukit bagai seksa akhirnya jumpa aiiirrrr! Teguk 100plus seminit habis, pow! Hantar balik basikal n harga dia pehh, mahal gila patutnya ambik yg ada bakul tu dah la murah, serbaneka lg tu haishh. Thankyou buat pakcik pakcik yg banyak sumbang tenaga tolong tangkapkan gambar kitorang *PEACE!

Naziha, Athirah, Aisyah, Hariz, Aiman, Saufi, Afif -- thank you, today sangat best! Buat eila and azuan yg tk dpt join, kehadiran dan lawak jenaka anda berdua amatlah dirindui.

Lihat, lihat :


You two, UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.


Guys, next trip, GENTING !



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Saturday, February 6, 2010
Swoon


Alhamdulillah.
Hello honey! (:





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Friday, February 5, 2010
Rebung

When Abah is away :

Cons - I miss him terribly, even if its for a day, I miss him a lot. I'd be asking my mom when he would be back home. I'd miss him coming home n calling me "ESAH!", I'd miss him telling me about every single hole of his golf game which I dont understand sometimes but beginning to because of the regular updates, I'd miss being mad at him for hogging the remote control.

Pros - He'd call me everyday, telling me about his day, asking me about my day. He'd be asking me silly questions like "Where did you go today?" eventhough he knows I have chicken pox and I cant leave the house just because he wants to lengthen the conversation. He'd sent me text messages like "C u luv" which I've never heard him say upfront.


*Oh yeah, and I get the remote control (:

Miss you, ba.


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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Black Revenge

Remember last night, that I said my bibik just sent the baby cicak out flying? Well, its staring at me right now, still hanging strong on that curtain.

Small, hideously black, and fiery with vengence. *gulp. HELP.



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Bibik the Exterminator

My boss at cambridge told me that I can only start work on 22feb which is like ages -- lama lagi. I can start work this monday already, so says the doctor, but my boss wants me to take a week extra MC because tau la children kan, more prone to chicken pox. Then dekat dental pulak tgh hectic. Dah 2 staff quit since i've been sick and they are like so kelam kabut dgn staff shortage sume. I just wanna go back to work and help em out, really. So Im going to be working extra hours dekat dental seeing that I cant go to cambridge. But I reaallly REAALLYY miss the kids )':

And ugh, cicak. There was a baby cicak on my computer monitor! UGH. I swear, I attract cicak. Everywhere I go, ada je seekor tu menenggek je tunggu, haih -.- So apa lg, panggil Supami the Superman! Seriously, she's an amazing exterminator. So she managed to halau the cicak on to the curtain, then opened the window and let the cicak FLY! *I Believe I Can Fly soundtrack*

There was this one time, my bibik flushed a cicak down the toilet. Since then, Cicak's United execute strategy utk dptkan revenge. Its scary, serious O.O But at least I got bibik hehe. Once, she even managed to catch 2 rats in my parents' bathroom. I dont know how she does it. I think back at her kampung in Indonesia maybe she wrestles giant rats the size of her.
*Imagine bibik with muscles* HAHAHAHA

Bibik can make a business with this talent, kan! For all those who would like to inquire bibik's services, she is to be paid $50 per pest. She deals with rats, cockroaches, cicaks, u name it! All that is required is full understanding of bibik's speed of speach and a television during her recess hours.

Thank you,
Dahiyah Aisyah
(Bibik's Manager)


BTW : Have you guys seen the MYEG adv with fasha sanda? Ohmigod, tergelak gelok everytime tgk :D


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Cup of Coco

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

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